Monday, April 5, 2010

i know
as each word leaves my mouth,
through each beat of my heart,
that i am
scared
of losing everything.
myself, my spirit, friends.
because i must seem

happy
to everyone...
that smile on my face
its just that
now
i can't deny
that smiles seem more forced...
because i'm just so scared of
being
judged.

4 comments:

Gina said...

No one seems to realize how fragile you are on the inside, because you always appear so strong...hang in there, Maddie. You'll pull through :)

Maddie said...

thanks gina! yea... life has been rough, but i am somewhat getting through it!

Unknown said...

maddie =D this was amazing <3 i like how you indent after every emotion. keep it up and as gina said hang in there =D

Maddie said...

thanks =) lovee youu <3