Tuesday, September 22, 2009

i dont know...

I want to laugh...
I want to scream!
That feeling inside me...
Like I'm bursting at the seams!

Imploding, and choking...
hoping and wishing...

stopping.
and sitting.
and breathing.
and then...
realization.

the feelings, the stress.
i am alive.
but im proud of this.

12 comments:

Gina said...

Can I plagiarize this when people ask me about my life in general? This is basically how I feel.

BY THE WAY: Where are all of your Tobias Fulner stories???

Maddie said...

hahaha nopeee! quote me :)

AND I DONT KNOW.

ahhh my last 2 weeks have been in a haze. i am not my normal self. my brain is not functioning the way it used to.... I WILL WORK ON IT!

Mackenzie said...

wow maddie i have never seen you like this...can u resend the story cuz i sorta deleted it i think...teehee

Maddie said...

haha wat doya mean!?!?! and yeaaa i guess its kinda weird. but idk.... weird week.

and resend the TF story?!?! wat?!!?

Gina said...

Wait, you wrote your TF story already? And I haven't read it yet?

Maddie said...

no... no i havent....

IM CONFUSED.

Gina said...

OHH sorry I misunderstood your conversation. Going to eat lasagna... :)

Bela said...

By far my favorite you've ever written, Maddie! Use this new inspiration, I love it!!!

I'm other news, Tobias Fulner fell into a well while tending to his chicken, Delphina, therefore he cannot continue living life, and I cannot write his story. So I write of this with both a heavy heart and hand, for when he awakens, his story shall begin again.

FIN.

No seriously, I'll get it to you when his head is bandaged.

Gina said...

I love that story, Bela. Not even kidding.

Gina said...

Did you delete a post?

Maddie said...

hmm? yea... a random haiku thing that wasnt good at all.... :)

Gina said...

Word verification: stash Haha.

The apples are so yummy! I'm sorry I couldn't be there to help pick them, but we did pretty well in the marching band competition in New Milford (which, despite my previous confusion, is NOT, in fact, in New Jersey).